I smile through pains!
I laugh, when all I wanna do is Cry!
I easily push away my troubles to give ears to every mouth that speaks n whispers too..
I tell everyone that life is good yet I can't silent the voice of Suicide in my head.
My day was great, yours..this is my robotic reply to y'all, but I can't give accounts of the seconds that ticked away from my day.
I am an actor who got really good at acting ..
I am NSISONG JOHNSON... 🤦🏾♂🤦🏾♂As if that makes any meaning to me anymore...
#dark_days
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