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dark room

I sit in my room, seeing the dark shadows surrounding me, haunting me, scaring me...
I sit in my dark room, hoping nobody hears the whimpers coming from my room
I sit in my dark room, nobody hears I'm screaming for help, nobody hears I'm desperately searching for someone to tell me cry it all out.
I sit all alone, hoping someone would realise she isnt here.
I sit all day hoping to eat or move but the darkness has completely taken over me I dont know how to move anymore
I sit and think, but all I think is a mightmare coming real
I sit in a dark room and soon fall asleep, but wake up in my own puddle desperately yelping for help.
I sit in a anxious place while my anxiety takes over.
I hide under hoodies but as soon as its school ,makeup does the trick.
I avoid people so I don't cry, but all comes to an end when 1 person askes "are you fine?"
Thats the question I run away from hoping that nobody askes me, as soon as the person asked
I drop down crying my heart out.
Only to be hit and tormented to a lonely person
I try to speak but my voice is a whisper, and its wrasp
all because I don't speak only cry. I try run away but I'm scared of the wilderness.
I try to hide but I'm taken down because its never my space...
©nunasinger