if I told you I wanted to die
what would you do
what would you say
Not that I'm suicidal
I just don't wanna live anymore
like my life doesn't mean anything anymore
I don't even dream anymore
if I told I didn't wanna live anymore
would look at me differently
if I said I have consonants thoughts a death
you would think I'm someone else
if I told you to look at my life
do you think you'd understand me
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©lostboy
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