You stand out in the dark shadows of fear.
After laughter, falls down those tears.
You lose yourself in a life without happiness.
You create havoc, intwined with jealousy and that makes one hell of a mess.
Those who tried to help you out of darkness, finally gave up.
You rather lust instead of love.
You rather crawl into a set of messed up satin sheets,
Instead of a bed for two, you rather a bed for three.
Your sexual peak is much to high,
So you rather give in, and lie.
Longing for a life like everyone else, but your desires bring you down.
Nobody really wants a life that will mess them up and around.
Maybe someday your energy levels will match with all you know.
Or maybe someday, they'll let you go.
©terrylin53
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