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dark times

In these words is where I die alone is when I tried here when love cried blood from dying heart split apart broken taken from my loving soul no one to hold an this place is dark empty an cold shiver to my knees lost time everything an didn't even feel loved felt used without being used felt abused without being abused feeling loved but unloved at the same time feeling touched but untouched at the same time my palms begin to sweat lights begin to flicker voices begin to speak an dark times seem to linger trying to escape be from my own mind trying to escape from the minds of others trying escape this reality as a hole deep in this sadness I take it this weapon that eats heart an soul telling them I may give in then my soul has a contract with my heart in blood sitting on the floor
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