I ask,why is life like this ?
You were fine,well and always laughing but then it happened.
It took you unexpectedly and I still can't bare the fact that you're gone.
We are crying while death is busy looking at us with a smile.
Why,why,why,why,why?
We were with you just now,
You told us you're coming for a visit this 26th but I guess it wasn't meant for us to see you face to face this time
I guess this time was for us, especially me to see you lying there with one wing to support your back.
I can't believe it!
They say by believing and by letting time pass you'll get through it but I don't think I can or would.
Please say something if you're hearing me right now.
I'm deeply hurt,they can't see it but you can
Please heal this pain inside and bring back the joy.
I am who I am today because of you
I'm laughing today because of you
If it wasn't for you I don't think I'll be here or even like this
You changed my frown with a smile,
I laugh even though it's hard to me.
Please come back, please remember us
We can't,I can't live in this green world without you
It won't be the same as always without you and your loving heart.
I don't think we'll pass 2021 or even 22 without you
Why why why why why?
This pain I'm feeling right now
Is hard that even Jesus can't ignore
I cry myself to sleep every night
Hoping you'll wake up from that horrible dark coffin
I scratch my chin so hard so I can find a better way to deal with these mix emotion(s)
I don't know the reason why God did that
But I know the fact why that man did it
But don't worry I will never ever forget you
By any means you'll always be in my heart and mind
I'll always remember you as I still am
We'll always remember and think of you every day and every night
Please rest in peace and look upon us .
Rest in peace,rest in peace,rest in peace big sister, rest in peace
©david_203
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