I'll be honest
Life seems unfair
What are brokers?!
They don't seem to care
I've been crying too much lately
And I don't know why
Am I baby on action?!
Is it attention!?
Nobody is there for me
What's wrong with me??
Never been like this..
What a shit feeling, aughh!!
Nothing's turning out right
But you said it's gonna be alright
I try to fake smiles
U thought I'm using guile?
I am trying hard to feel ok
But my thoughts are energy consuming
Where to turn to?
How to open up!
Ups and downs are life
But down forever is not
Hating myself all day
Will I ever survive!?
Staying in a hole of darkness
I'm full of weirdness
I'm two faced with smiles
But inside I'm dying
Teachers and parents are known good
Yet some are toxic
Blaming us all day
The clouds are grey
Friends are fake caretakers
Coz some have bad character
Finding true ones are perplexing
If u did, is a blessing
So sick of my emotions
What the hell am I doin!?
So fucked up and lost
Promises broken, shedding tears
Feeling blue now and then
Falling apart even without reasons
I can break my own heart
What's happening!?
Something need to be fixed
Everything is wrong
Feeling hopeless
Where is my future?!
I feel like I don't belong
Trying to act strong~
Full of complications
I can only see "frustrations"
Dead body still living?
The deadness are concealed with breath
Everybody striving
The beautiful death
©sandraanna
S