darkness floods my mind as I close my eyes and ears off to the world. is it just me cause I feel so dam weak.
my eyes wont let me cry anymore and my head hurts form thinking how stupid I must be.. how dumb I have to be to continue being by his side, the father of my kids .
he eyes filled with angry and hurt. refusing to let even me completely in. why do I keep going back? when the bond of love we have are already showing aging and cracks.
why do i even go from here?
I think to myself with stain eyes as I look up the the clean blue night sky...
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