Dear beloved
I've hold on for so long
Fought so hard to stay alive
You taught me how to survive
But I'm sorry I'm throwing all that away
Being with me made you sad
Even when you tried hiding it
I still saw it
You always did your best to make me smile
And everytime I'd fail and cry
I have thought about this
And I know it's right
To let everything go
So you can be happy
I'm tired of seeing you acting strong for me
While deep inside you are in pieces
What I'm about to do will break your heart
I guess it's for the best now
Please go and leave me alone
This love is hard to handle
I'm dead already
Rotten and decayed
I delayed to tell you all this
Because I was scared of being called selfish once again
Please don't cry for me
You did your best
And i'm appreciative
Take care of the rest
And don't be sad
You wanted me happy
And this is the only way.
When you finish reading this
I'll be long gone
Don't try to wake me up
For it will be all in vain
Dead and gone I'm
Be rest assured I'm ending the pain.
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
M