He died in my arms
And there's nothing I could do
I was seated on the floor
His head on my laps
Watching him take his last breath
He never fought to stay alive
He never wanted to stay with me
He hated me that much
He said I made him miserable
He said I took away his happiness
He wanted to be free
Freed from me
The woman he claimed to love
His life
That's what he used to say
But suddenly I wasn't his love
Not was I his life
Not anymore
He hated me more than anything
He uttered very mean words to me
Words I couldn't express
Those words broke me
Shuttered me
They made me hate him
He killed me too
So that fateful day
I lost him
At first I didn't feel a thing
Then it started to sink in
And I realized what I lost
It was a breath of fresh air
I held his funeral
Dressed in pure plain black
I was the only one in attendance
I wasn't in tears
I wasn't in pain
I was just relieved
I burried him in my mind
Dead and gone
Forgotten
Completely
From the universe of my life
Ready to resurrect in someone
Else's life
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain
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