I know I love you not just with my heart but with my soul .
I know you must feel as if you are a catipillar
who can't grow into a beautiful butterfly.
because of the way you came into this world
I came in the same way.
one day your going to read this whall I'm long gone and I just want you to know you are going to be the person who builds up a city of lights and that very same city will be the one you burn down because you want to start a new life. and thats ok.
your ok. just breath I know the stress has got to you and I know you may never get to meet me but I love you with every inch of my body, heart and soul.
when I write about love and I tell people that I write about this future boy I know its you who I have been writing about all along
I may not know what you look like. what you wanna be. your name or anything about you but I already know your going to be the person who I care about most. who I am going to force poetry on, who I'm going to love for the rest of my life and it's always been you I have longed for someone like you.
even though your young doesn't mean that people have control over you. you are your own person and I respect that. your gonna hate me at one poing or a lot of points
but in the end your gonna back to this letter and remember that you are one of 5 special thing to me become I know you are going to have the world crumble and shatter at your finger tips becuadr you were born with fire in your small belly to just be silenced.
I will fight for you. and you know what I will stay by your side even after I pass on. I love you - your older sister
©sadpoet
L