Dear beloved
If one day you wake up
And your love for me is gone
Those sweet memories bitter
You no longer want to see me
My voice becomes irritating
Everything in me becomes a bother
That phone call
The one you always longed for
The one that always made your day
The one you picked with a smile on your face
That one phone call that came after every hour
If that one phone call doesn't light up your eyes anymore
Doesn't brighten your days
Doesn't make you smile
If those pictures
The ones you received every morning before going to work
Those beautiful pictures of how I dressed that day
If those pictures no longer
Excite you
You no longer what to open them nor see them
The voice note that comes alone with them
Telling you of how my night was
Expressing my love for you
Telling you how much I missed you
If that voice note no longer excites you
If you no longer wanna listen to it
Don't treat me like crap
Don't show me with actions
For they will break me in to atoms that can never be repaired
Don't tell your friend how you no longer into me
Don't tell anyone how much my presence upsets you
Just face me
Talk to me
Tell me all this
No matter how bitter the pill will be
I'll try my best to swallow even with a glass of juice
I'll try my best to hold my tears
I'll do my best not to break infront of you
I'll do my best to try and understand
Understand that...
Darkness overcame light
Clouds over powered the sun
The sweet melody became bitter
The sky crashed the earth
The storm washed away the entire universe
Nothing grew anymore
Nothing survived
Everything died
Not even your feelings for me were spared.
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain
©mara_pain
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