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Dear Ex

I wonder what happened to such awesome moments 
I wonder how you forgot all the promises you made 
I so often think about the whispers and silent glares
That so much calm the mind and purely clear 
What happened to those moments? I so often asked
Why is there no peace in your presence around me? 
What have you done and why choosing to leave 
When you make me fall and yet buried my feelings 
I clearly think about all you've always mentioned
Defining my features with all you've ever wanted 
Nothing of me was left out of your precious list 
And yet you left me for someone with nothing you mentioned.
You choose to break the heart that knows none but you 
You make your choice without thinking about my pain 
You denied me the chance to see others aside you
And shows that I'm precious when in your heart I was just a dry leaf. 
All the moments turned to be a history 
With no reason and full of mystery 
Pushing me into thoughts full of misery 
And turning your whispers into blustery
I listened to your words that lack the knavery 
Giving me full Hope and fill me with bravery 
With no option of doubt like a caged canary 
But turned away from me in a way that's so awry
I wish you are around just to tell me the reason 
I hope you are here just to give me some care 
I hope you will know the pain you inflicted upon me
But yet i can't talk because you took the voice with you.
©d_optimist