I've been raised by only a woman,
I used wonder where the man was.
I used to see the woman cry,
I used to see her sick!
she was the community's laughing
reason.
she was a victim of all mockery.
she was a slave of motherhood!
I couldn't enjoy my childhood,
C'ause everyday I woke up
in the same planet of hustle!
I couldn't get the chance to cuddle
and sleep in that woman's lamp
c'ause her hands were full of hard
work, burnt from holding
that caddle and her lamps tired from
the walk of ousting us from misery.
she raised me with so love,
and so much tried to hide your dirty
deeds father! She taught me to respect
you despite what u subjected her into.
She told me nothing is more important
than family. but, I also pray you never
forget me when he comes back for you"
she said.
Now you are back Father but, where
were you when I needed you the most?
where were you when she needed you the
worst? as if I being born was a mistake for you and her loving you was an advantage for you!
but then you said u changed and i, personally believed and was at least ready to forgive to
and leave everything behind but never to forget.
Today, I'm more ashamed to even call you
my father c'ause, you don't even deserve that. I often heard you are the devil himself
but, never thought I could witness it myself.
you always call me grumpy, stubborn and even had a problem with the way I talk, forgetting you are the main reason I am like this yet, i still gave you the respect as a father but, not anymore old man
You lost that right the day you spoke ill
about the reason I live, my strength and that's Mother"
you called her crazy and useless in my presence. "crazy?
The main reason I am who I am is crazy?
I hate you old man
you a no longer a father to me.
you a as good as a male person just like anyone else. ..... heartless and evil!
I wonder how the woman staying with you
tolerates you deceit ir maybe she's as evil as
you are ....
wait for the day I turn the tables!
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