To the man that i dont have relations to, The biological father that should have been involved. The actions you've chosen hasn't only effected your self or your life. It also affected the three children and the woman whom birth them. You abandoned leaving scar's and wounds into their heats penetrating the two girls whom known no dad, the little involvement of your presence has damage the idea of what love is and how a man is supposed to be and treat a women. The son whom witnessed the beating, bruises and issues done to his mother, self, and sisters, the criminal influence that sculpted the two girls in there love lives and decision making that they done, the mother of the childrens perspective corrupted by the toxic love you brought leaving her to raise three children on her own without support or even an explanation to why you treated her that way and being absent from the childrens Adolescent and teen years. Your priorities of crime, drugs, alcohol, jail and selfishness still effect them till this day, the chances they gave only left them disappointed and angry. the feelings the two children grown to have is resentment, anger, and bitterness towards you, the last child has love from a distance for you. The mother has love but hatred, and disappointment toward you. Today relatives ask for your whereabouts but its unknown to them some would even say if the two kids even knew they probably wouldn't bats an eye to think of showing up. Alive or dead your absence is a relief but sorrowful. IF i could say one thing to you, why dint you chose your family instead of your self, dont you love us and why dont you get help for you put the excuses behind and be honest with yourself, have a willingness for better and seek help, your not getting any younger and time isnt guaranteed for anyone. If you would see these street never loved you and the drugs/alcohol took the best from you. The only person who you gotta face daily is the man in the mirror, be the person who you wish you had growing up and work on rekindling your relationships and looking for stability. The Grandchildren that you have dont know you and your youngest child wouldnt even let you see her children even if you wanted to spend time with her and the kids she wouldn't allow it.
by stephanie marie
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