My sky is empty
The stars no longer twinkle
The moon is never seen
My world is full darkness
For the sun no longer raises
And there's nothing to admire
Nothing to look at
The river no longer flows
The trees don't grow anymore
The birds lost their melody
For no sound is heard
Not even that of the wind
My world is lifeless
The rains no longer fall
For there are no clouds
Not even moisture
To wet the ground
My world is dry
And I'm drying too
Dying of loneliness
A disease I can't cure on my own
Dear future husband
Kindly locate me
For I'm dying to meet you
I'm dying to look into your eyes
For in your eyes
My stars twinkle
The moon brightens the night
And my nights became warm
Warm for I'll be in you're arms
I can't wait to hear your voice
For when you say you love me
The beautiful sun raises from the east
As the birds sing so melodiously
For your voice brightens my morning
As I mourn when you kiss me so passionately
Ready to start a brand new day
Your touches love
I can't wait to feel your hands all over me
As you romantically explore my body
The river banks over flow
The trees begin to grow
As I glow in love
The rains begin to pour
Washing away all my sadness
For happiness will finally arrive
As we make love
It's magic
You caressing my body
Kissing my neck
Pumping life into me
Pumping love in to me
Pumping peace in to me
Assuring me of your unending love
As you bite my neck hun
I mourn in pleasure
With no pressure whatsoever
For my heart has finally
Found it's resting place
Dear future husband
I cannot wait to finally meet you
To serenade you with a sweet song
A song about my life
A sweet tune of how I feel in love with you
A melody so sweet and true
For my true love has arrived
With you sleeping next to me
My monsters will tremble in fear
They will no longer live under my bed
For the man of the house will be around
And the voices inside my head
Will be silenced
For I'll finally find peace at last
I'm seated in a corner
It's so cold and I can't move an inch
Snapping back from my world of imagination
In tears for I'm
wailing
I'm sobbing
crying
I'm in pain
scared
I'm numb
shut from the world
Sadly I'm all alone
My Prince charming hasn't arrived
No one to save me
No one to help me
For my world is still lifeless
And nothing makes sense anymore
The monsters still mock me
The voices in my head getting louder
Future husband please come save me
Come rescue me
Before I loose this fight
Before everything gets out of hand
Future hubby I really need you
I really want you
PLEASE FIND ME SOON.
©mara_pain
Call it Small, call it big, call it rogue, Call it whatever you want but LIFE IS A SERIES OF PAIN.
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M