Over the years you've shown me the most broken part of me and you've also held me from drawing, I've met the best version of me I thought you ever wanted me to meet a version that I couldn't have known had been with me and had all along been me, Dear God I know I've been asking too much from you that at time leave me broken and most of the times I've ended up running away from you but please remember me and all that I've been asking for and if it could be possible give me a sign that you're also going to let me meet the strongest and the wiser version of me, I know I've been on and off playing games that I don't desire to be playing with you but at least I'm back pleading with you to at least make me be a little emotionally stable, Dear God I know I'm made in your image and likeness and I know you feel the pain in me the pain no one else can feel except me, the pain I'm hiding behind this smiles the pain that only a minor part of could be seen through my eyes, help me take off this thousands of masks I've been wearing and help me accept who I am the way you did create me
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