I am a Catholic
I don't want to chage it
but sometimes in hard times I start to doubt it
Call me rude call me a traitor call me anything you want!
It's not gonna stop me from this pathetic rant.
All my life I looked up to you
I had no Dad so you were my father figure!
For once in my lifetime stop saying no, will you?!
My mom's dying!
Tell me you'll save her!
Tell me you'll save this one lady who I hardly consider as a sinner!
Why are you quiet?
I'm sitting in silence
Tell me which way is it!
Give me power to split the ocean
and heal the weak!
I'm giving it up!
I'm on my knees
Now would you please just fucking answer me!
Kill me instead!
Take me by the head!
Slit me by the throat
Hang me by the door!
We both know I deserve it more, Not her!
If sickness really comes from the devil
Just know that I'm not a fan of them either
They hunt me every night so now they decide to hunt my mother?!
Damn! this thoughts in my head are sending me directly to hell
I smell the fire.
And I carefully inhale.
What can I do?!
He said he could heal her!
He said it's the truth!
He's being so loud I can't hear you!
Speak up God I'm tired of waiting for you!
He said all I have to do is pull the trigger
Then her sufferings will end forever....
Bang!!!
C