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Dear Heaven

He was my first love 
My friend 
My lover 
My everything 
I know he looks at me 
When I take long walks 
our spot 
Our happy place 
Dear heaven 
I am sobbing 
I need to move on 
Yet, I feel betrayal
He left 
He had no other choice 
Tell me he is happy 
Tell me he is laughing again
Dear heaven 
I am hoping 
For one last 
Dance with him 
It's been over a decade 
Yet, it feels like just yesterday, I burnt his toast and
Covered it up with guacamole
Dear heaven 
Give me a sign 
Let him blow me 
One last kiss 
I reach over 
To the fireplace 
This picture 
Dust to dust 
Dear heaven 
I surrender 
To a new beginning 
Of hope and maybe...even love
©allyzone