Sex in his eyes
Love in his smile
Yet I feel like I am unhappy
Unhappy in life itself
Same shit, Different day
I can't complain
I'm making money that way
Heavy breathing
Riding up and down
I can't see there's sweat in my eyes
Hit it from the back
Make my back bone pop
Yet I still feel unhappy
unsatisfied
Something is not adding up
Soon I'll figure out why
Maybe it's me or maybe not
Maybe it's my self-esteem
Maybe it's the D that got me stuck like a rock
Yet I wanna be free
Free from pain, Hatred, Loss
Just loved upon the one who calls himself
GOD
At the end I have him to be free
So as I call upon him
I cry tears of joy, pain and sorrow
Walking through the gates of Heaven
Feeling the power taking away all my sins
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough
Sorry I won't there for you in time of need
I'm free now, happy and collect
Just know I loved you for a while
Can't go back through the pain again
But we will meet again soon
I'll be the child in need
I'll be.... You
©mistooken
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