you know who i am
i live inside your head
you wanna let me go
but you keep holding me instead
you keep taking pills
but i still wont go away
because ill be here 'till you die
no matter what you say
do you think "coping skills"
can make me disappear?
no matter what you "write"
you know im all you hear
you also know your worthless,
youre ugly and youre fat
and if u had a purpose
why were you created like that?
they say im gonna leave
but arent you smarter than that?
i been here for the longest
and you will never change that
even when you smile
just look at your arms
theres a little piece of me
and i know im not a "charm"
but im writing you this letter
to make you face the fact
that i am never leaving you
because you're not strong enough for that
sincerely,
Depression & Anxiety
J