Today I'm writing to you
Asking why you so unfair
Demanding to know why
Why you still holding on to me
Why all this pain
Why torment me this much
What did I do to deserve this
All this anguish and misery
Life listen
Since you ain't letting
Death take me
Kindly be nice
Don't I deserve to smile
Even if it's for a while
Why don't you just let me
Let me be happy even if it's once
I'm tired of anxiety
I'm tired of being depressed
I'm tired all these suicidal thoughts
I'm tired of all the times I loved wrong
Nothing lasted long
Life
I'm so fed up
Of all the lies
People pretending to care
It ain't fair
How I'm left alone to suffer
I'm suffocating but not dying
Why why why life
Why me
Just the other day
I realized another life
Growing in me
My life I can't handle
And now I have another
To take care of
Life come on
Talk to me
How do you expect me
To manage with the two
I just pray this time round
You be a little nice
Atleast for my little one's sake
Deep down
I'm happy
Finally life
You have given me a reason to live
Forgetting I wanted to leave
I'm smiling
Thank you for this amazing gift
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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