Well its been over 19 months since you have been gone.
I really thought I wasn't ever gonna get this strong.
I realized that I have to move on without you by my side.
its hard because you were always my ride or die.
You were my best friend and it hurt to see you go.
Then I realized all the pain you were in and I had to accept you were gone, but I loved you so.
I know one day I will be meeting you at heavens gate.
For that day i cannot wait.
Mother dear I just want you to know that I am okay.
Never worry because peace and harmony is yours today.
right now I still have a lot of life to live.
But some day when the time comes, I will reach out for my heart is mines to give.
©terrylin53
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