You keep popping up
And discourage me
Pulling me from the top
And lay it all on me
I feel terrible at times
But I've truly changed
I'm really not the same
To me it feels strange
Today I just wanna say
I have been dumb then
But you really can't stay
And inflict ancient pain
My present is different
You will not understand
Coz my outlook is changed
And I'm totally focused
I'm not gonna look back
And get myself off track
I'm looking straight ahead
Tis the last time I'll feel bad
©lenni-x
L