I knoweth sometimes feel thyself a failure, particularly during the periods of stillness, for thee hast failed to be that pillar of hope, that stabilizing force, that encourager in the fleeting moments of self doubt. Failed to be that strong willed, self confident, self reliant individualist; Failed not thyself only but thy clan included.
Thus even when life's autumn bloomed, questions and thyself doubt loomed,
Do thee really posses the gumption and sagacity to lead thy clan?
For thee hast lack courage, not the ability to fight, rather the willingness it took to be courageous.
Teens; dreams and tranquility, hope and fear; thy serenity and insanity all a mere block away, sitting on the culberg all block away, big house bright light a mere block away, sitting under the streetlight, candle light blocked away, for perception and reality were all a mere block away.
Sitting on the new bed locked away, wrapped in thy failure, neglecting to rejoice that, that block away is now blocks away,
Take heed and hold fort, remain steadfast for as autumn weans, thy fortitude and resilient strengthens with the passing of autumn, so dear self, find thy inner self, find thy courageous self, thy courageous self that smiled with lost teeth and a broken arm, thy courageous shelf that, said no to death,
for the next decade the other half of the promised coin, thou would have accomplish more than most.
With this I say dear self, be bold, be thy quintessential courageous self, and smile for thee simply deservest to, deservest to for thou can only fail if thyself fail to be courageous.
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