To my younger self I'm sorry I didn't love you enough making your soul hard every month. I brought nothing but clues instead of loveing you. And called it bad news. while makeing a excuse But this sad fate for whoever or how you make. It cause by your heart breaking and loseing your soul in the making. Where i try so hard to co create while thinking i survive this hate in my heart I face. I lose myself constantly. The only thing I want you to do is protect your heart forever and ever and ever it honestly hurts real bad . I love her so much she came to me in a dream then next day she came into reality. She love my soul but feel my heart with a hole. I felt so cold she turned my hate into stone. I lost my mind and myself the hardest the thing I face is myself. I question the hate in myself more then the love in myself each and everyday. And I'm not just talking my heart hurts from walking but when I Express myself I get closer in believing. But I'm sorry I lead you to this I just wanted her to love me back instead of hating me every time I look behind my back. I just was really sad but when when I was with her she never made me feel bad for once when I was with her she made me feel glad.
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