I want to die
I know that's hard to understand
you will say live for me
and the opportunity in hand
but everything is blocked out
everything is so bland
I want to go 10 feet under
I want to let my soul free
cause this body that I am in
I hate beyond all rationality
it's covered in scars
and blood
and bruises
cause all I ever do
is always just abuse it
I punch walls
I cut and scrape
I want to be done with this life
even though the expectations make me hate
hate the thought of death and letting people down
but I want to die
so please just understand
and let me be
©drowninluv
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