Mother.
You were never there to see me in pre school.
Never there to see me getting high honors in 1st grade
Never there to see me getting paid
Never there to help me through my anxiety
But it isnt your fault
Because you are deceased
Mother I can feel you looking at me and tapping me sometimes.
In fact, I feel you right now.
It's crazy, wow
You may look at this and think my life is foul.
But dont worry, I'm doing better recently
Found a girl that treats me decently
I hope you like her mother
I love you mom.
I wish I could express it to you in words
But I've never had a conversation with you
I was only two
But it isnt your fault
because you are deceased.
©joeyspoems
J