It's the last day of December
in my quilt , I hide to remember
the warmth of you on my side
You , me and our never ending ride
Then next I remember
is how you left in November
when there was still space in my heart
yet you were done with your part
you had barged into my life
like happiness in rife
But the love went so scarce
that you left me with my nightmares
Now I stay awake till it's dawn
and my hopes for life are reborn
And I go to sleep along with the stars
and the next night again weep over my scars
I have nights to count
you have busy days on your account
My pillow reads me every night
through rolling tears and shear fright
How I wait for the night to pass
and the memories as they trespass
So today is another similar lonely night
But the fact that this year ends here shows its might
And so I hide inside my quilt and celebrate
the memories inside my existence continue to reverberate
And I welcome them tonight inside my quilt
For the year ends here and my tolerance is finally built
You might be taking my name , I might be missing you too
Yet I feel sleepy tonight , eventhough thinking of you!
©gulelala
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