"I know the feeling of standing on my last leg and being defeated and laying on that cold Gravel,
And the feeling of being hopeless as everything around me begins to Unravel,
Trying to stay away from all of this negativity and sickness but I can't seem to get Cured,
No wonder why it's so easy for me to get distracted and how I'm always the main one to be Lured,
Thinking somehow and someway to get past this as I search for a Solution,
I'm so focused and determined to get better and start that process of Evolution,
But until that happens, I got to work on myself and fix those problems that come from Within,
Don't know how long it'll take but only time will tell When,
I can't shy away and back down when I come face to face with Adversity,
Got to show up when it's the right time to step up and display my mind-blowing Diversity,
Always have to put that reminder in my head that when people begin to show their hatred, that's telling me it's a good thing and that God is Great,
Put me in that small box and I'll surprise you on how much space that I'm able to Create,
Really can't even lie to you guys as some of these days I feel like I'm carrying around a huge ball and Chain,
With my heart feeling colder than those heavy raindrops that fall during that December Rain ..."
©jamaree
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