Decision

I see nothing,
As I feel tears running down my red puffy cheeks,
I hear sobs,
Come out of my delicate mouth,
I taste the saltiness,
Of the last tear that dropped,
I smell the scent of tissues,
As I've stuck them up my nose to stop it from dripping
I feel like ending it all right now,
I see the memory replaying over and over again,
I hear bells ringing from all the pain,
I taste the sticky saliva in my mouth,
I smell the sweat coming off my body as I make my big decision
Should I?
Yes.
The decision has been made,
I see nothing,
I feel nothing,
I hear nothing,
I taste nothing,
I smell nothing,
Was it the right decision?
Yes, yes it was.
©jess