I can control over emotions to some extent,
Everything is going so frequent,
Sometimes I cry alot as full of sentiment,
No one can understand what I feel and meant ,
Every time I think of you but still,
Feeling as again i m getting mentally Ill,
Fake smile on face to show everyone ,
Deep inside too much sad don't want to talk anyone,
How can I tell how I m feeling?
Idea of losing is actually killing,
Actually restricting myself not to think of you,
Life is like sky which can't be always blue,
The whole day go anyway but nights with tears,
I don't even want to meet you now hitting by great fear,
Never given so much importance to anyone,
How should I tell this to you and anyone?
Anxiety hits me too much hard,
But soon this anxiety will discard,
listen! You have to feel the same ,
God ! In my life why u came?
I will ignore you from all my power now,
U have to also cry my dear from now,
All the best for your future life can't write anymore,
Still crying and sad from heart's deepest core.
©happypoet
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