Before you read, I want to clarify, this is just how my anxiety is making me feel
*trigger warning*
Being strangled,
struggling to breath
is what I feel and I start to seethe .
My body is shaking like a pair of dice
It gets harder every single night.
There is no spell no sign of relief,
When my head struggles and start to grieve.
Picking at my hand is how I deal
Embarrassed of this matter I try to conceal.
I'm able to smile, laugh and even work too.
But the moment I leave I start to undo
Please dont laugh or judge at first glance
I'm starting to break , lose faith and give up, it's true
But this is my life I continue to lose.
©ourreality
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