"defeating"
Feeling all alone,
No one to see, nowhere to be
So I gaze over and see my collection of alcohol
2 drinks down, now I'm sipping out the bottle
5 shots down I'm not thinking about tomorrow
Just trying to make it through tonight
Trying to have a day where I don't have to fight
In this constant war with my mind
And im always losing
I just wish someone was here to say hey you'll get get through this,
Be my inspiration and put me back on my feet
Give my life meaning and give my heart a reason to beat
Give me a reason to wake up in the morning and breathe
But I wake up alone, pick up my phone and pull down the notifications but nope I'm still alone
They all run once they meet the real me
I guess this life is really defeating me.
©br0k3ngirl
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