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Degradation

The day you left me my soul started degrading ,
My heart got ruined and body started fading ,
I held your hands and tried to pull you beside ,
I cried , I even sacrificed my most precious pride ,
But you never stopped just pushed me and moved ahead ,
You ruined my heart , my soul and made me dead ,
I considered you my pole start my soulmate,
But you left me alone with the hollowness I still remember the date ,
After you left my nerves stucked and heart chilled ,
Outside I seemed alive but inside I was killed ,
I cried , I shouted , I wished ,I even asked sorry though ,
But you crushed my hopes and asked me to go ,
It changed my life I got degraded ,
I got surrounded with the darkness and became depressed ,
Several time I cried , I started attempting even suicide ,
There were no rays of hope just me and the darkness ,
I started finding myself unable to cope with the emptiness ,
I tried poetries , books prayers , worshipping but nothing work ,
And ultimately I ended up with loneliness as my blessings and hopelessness as my perk.
©poetic_flo