I pretend to smile,
inside I'm dying daily,
choices flash through my mind,
should I live,
should I die,
i can't take this pain,
My soul empty,
I'm lost!!!.
I'm tired of pretending,
then that's all I can do,
this world filled with monsters,
they all are monsters,
they only pretend to be human,
this razor in my hand,
I keep looking on thinking
should I stay.
such beautiful skin,
A few tattoos wouldn't hurt,
an the coloring will be natural,
blood red!!!!!!,
who cares this world is filled of filth,
My heart an soul just a casualty of this world.
My tears they flow blood read,
My hands they tremble ,
My soul burnt out,
My aura has become dark cloud,
I look at the wall,
a mirror of my reflection black,
I submit its time to leave.
goodbye!!!!💔💔💔
©nirmal
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