What's this knocking on my door?
What's this making me roll on the floor?
What's this making me emotionally poor?
What's this I am living for?
How do I explain?
Who do I run to?
Who do I ask, what all these feelings are all about?
Why do I get easily depressed?
When I know deep down m trying my best
Why do I keep putting people first?
The world isn't easy but I keep displeasing my own self
Why do I keep running back to the last!
Why do life keep giving me difficult test?
Why does it dry me off every liquid and makes me thirst
for something I can't even get?
What m I living for?
Who m I living for?
Why does it feel like m giving up?
Why does it feel like m loosing it all?
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