It's not like I don't want to be happy
Despite how hard I try I can't seem to be happy
suffocated
Embarrassed
Ashamed
Why do I have to be this way??
Constantly faking like I'm okay
Sadness and grey
Life is a constant nightmare
It's just not fair
Depression is a disease from every aspect of my life
Always meeting with blind hesitation
Everyday feeling like absolute shit
This is want depression do to a bitch
Where is the fairness of it all??
Do you think I like to watch myself fall?living two lives
One for the public and one for me at night
Hidden diseases that affect our lives
Wake up and listen to he silent cries
Depression is the hell inside of me
And it eats me up daily
©poet.girl2
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