the darkness starts to set in
will i ever see the light
the scars on my arms
remind me of my fight
it's been over a year
and i know i can't go back
but the way the pain fills me
makes me ache to relapse
i have nowhere to turn
nowhere to cry
all i can do, is try and win the fight
i take pills to feel something
instead of being numb
they've helped me a little
i guess it's better than none
i'm still here today
and i didn't think i would be
the monsters are loud and mean
but i guess you could say after all this time
i've finally won
©liz123
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