Look I just wanna bury myself in my emotions,
But every time I do dig deep I get caught by depression,
So I keep my thoughts of love and appreciation and act heartless,
I'm so cold because I refuse to get hurt so I'll stay my distance,
I get quiet during certain conversations,
Cause if I speak my heart gone start to bleed,
And even if I am blessed, my soul stays undressed,
Looking for a place other than the gates of heaven,
No signs of happiness, and even though I healed,
Life ain't been the same since they pasted away,
So now I'm stuck in a dark place with no fears or regrets,
Just a heart looking for love to digest,
And with the poison on my mind, I start to get toxic,
But the rain hurt, and the only way through this storm is too express my emotions,
But since I refuse to, I'll stay alone till death walk with me and my depression.
©dbn1121
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