depression and anxiety just feed off me desirably,
pain and misery all around, it must fall from the sky,
I tried all I could but they always get by,
so much Darkness consumes, me every step I take,
I always force my smile, hoping you can't tell it's fake,
my life's full of misery from these two,
I try to make plans they never let me follow through,
they seem to thrive on my solitude
going through all this pain is just crude,
staying to myself keep my feelings contained,
no one wants to hear me complain,
loneliness does hurt like it kills you inside,
feeling this empty can stop you mid mid stride,
I pray for the courage to just ask for help,
to be calm and happy something I never felt,
until I find a way to win this fight,
my depression anxiety will always coincide
©peppahot19
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