Sometimes I sit here in silence.
Contemplating what to do with my life.
Yes I walk through life with a smile,
Even though I'm crying inside.
I feel if you love me, leave me.
I will never be good enough for you.
Everything I do is never enough.
Through fire and brimstone, I walk.
I will do any and everything for you.
Try and keep you happy is all I care about.
Who knows what the future holds.
All I know is I want you part of mine.
I may not be perfect, but I'm doing my best.
But sometimes my best doesn't cut it.
My heart is whole, my heart has healed.
Hopefully one day it'll all matter.
I would kill and I would die for you.
You are the love of my life.
I don't want no goodbyes.
Still, I am so bad for you.
Again, I sit here in silence.
Contemplating where I go in life.
Yes I walk with a smile,
But inside, I am fighting one big battle.
©princess95
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