I always wished I could just die although I feared hell should I have been the one to take my own life, even though I am a sinner anyway. I always hated my life and hated myself for continuing to live in it. I was saddened when you took your life just as much as I was impressed.. you did it. you had the guts. how sad yet how brave. I tried before, a few times actually.. It just never actually ended. Now more than ever I wish to die . I live in a bubble of depression. I'm just scared to leave you. Do I regret you? Never, but do I wish I would have died in that bathtub 8 years ago? Everyday
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