It's back and stronger than before
The feeling of just giving up
I'm tired of fighting this battle
I feel like dying
My hearts hurt alot
My stomach is cramping
I cant breath
Its like something choking me
I wanna scream but cant
I'm scared they might hear me
All these thoughts rushing in my mind all at once
I'm a curse I'm a mistake
I'm ugly I hate myself and my life
What's the point in living when u have to pretend all the time
Pretend my life is good when my life is full of pain
Everytime I try to commit suicide its like something stop me
How can live again
I want a normal life 😥😥
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