Isn't just a feeling that fades by time.... It is life threatening ..... That happens and you are not aware..... Happens when you take so many bad choices in life and gets worse when these choices can't be undone....... When everyone leaves you and each time you try to help someone you actually made it worse... When you see only the bad in you....
By that time you will be filled with sadness, bad memories, And your mind won't stop thinking about all that, all the people who left you and all wrong turns you took,.....
Actually it doesn't end there but continue to get darker....thinking you are a good for nothing..... You have no existence.. .. the suscidal thoughts..And this is the worst phase of all......
If we assume that you draw a line at the beginning it was just sadness but at this point you are in the middle of the line and actually continuing to the end so....
.At that exact moment you need to STOP and get help try talking, try to find the good parts in all this.... So you could return to the beginning to just sadness and then it will FADE and that line will be erased like it never occurred...BE CAREFUL not go through this again.. Not to reach the suscidal thoughts cause the end is bad and you probably know it already
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