I wake up and just want to cry.
I'm not sure who I am anymore.
what do I do, where do I go?
each day I try to think positive but slowly those thoughts fade away.
It gets so dark I can't even speak.
My minds racing with suicidal thoughts.
I feel lost in this place we call 'earth'
nothing is clear.
the panic attacks settle in with no fear.
my heart is racing. I fear I'll go back to being, that lost girl.
©brooke.992
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