It feels like I'm calling out for help and nobody sees the smoke
If you would look deep into my eyes and see the cries you'd see it was no joke
I'm feeling more like a burden in someone's life ,more than good
Feeling like a piece of shit and always feeling no good
Why do people lie about how I treated them when it was all mutual
We didnt do nothing but what we always do the usual
I told I don't even like looking at life right now and your the one pushing me overboard
Thinking about doing unmentionable to myself,feeling like my calls are ignored
I'm screaming and losing my mind I feel so empty
This pain and suicidal thoughts fill my head and its feeling hefty
I'm waiting for that bubble to burst,and ride the road l forsaken
Feeling lost about life or death because I dont wanna take some shit that have me shaking
Thoughts of a Sadden Joker that has a heart breaking
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