Everything feels strange,
The fact that I wake up
Everyday praying to God
To remove this burden
That gives me sleepless nights
Hoping that one day
I'll just wake up and
Everything will just come back
To it's old self again,
The burden that I didn't
Choose,,,,,
There's nothing else left
But to clench onto strings
of hope that seem to be
Breaking,,,,,,
I have fear that I wouldn't
Make it,,,,,
My light is growing dimmer
Into fear dimmer into tears
Dimmer into pain,,,,
maybe one day I will gain
But when?,,
©yokanda
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