Heart was shattered
Now it's ash
I thought I was getting better
That was a lie
I thought he was different
But a certain someone
Let's say ex
Poisoned him
I guess he wasn't the one after all
It truly is destiny's call
I see now that I might be alone forever
With the pain in my chest
That never ebbs away
But I hope there's a chance
For me to find my other half
Cause the nights grow cold
Without friendly conversations
So I sulk
My way down vacant halls
The shades of black
Surround my poorly glued together heart
A shadow of what it used to be
A ashen mold of art
I think hard
Dangerous for the likes of me
I stare at the ceiling
And a glint of metal
A Phosphenes
It softly catches my attention
Ah, oh loyal knife
Thou art thy cold and sharp
I float to where it is
As if called summoned
An invitation
It is indeed cold as I touch its case
Not as cold as I was, to say the least
As Im about to notch this scar into my wrist
I'm told to take it as a lesson that needs to be learned
Do not make it a scar
Or else it will haunt you forever
And you will hate yourself
For making it a part of you
I will gain understanding
Of why people like hurting
The people they once loved
I may never find the answer
And ill wonder
Alone
Me for me
As it shouldn't be but has to be
Desiderium
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