Despair

Despair

Despair, the formidable enemy

Of our mentality.

Tears of forlorn shed a thousand

Journey of suffering ventured by

Many,

Life's a misery

Marked by bravery,

As the cold hands of gloominess

Clutches my heart

I feel myself drown in

The abyss,

Endeavor to win

Not in my heart

Effort to live

Oh such simple thought.

Fire of liveliness

Extinguished by tenseness

Living the life with souless

Body

Awaiting the time for light

To shine

Wishing the past to be left behind

Struggling to live the simple

Life

Feeling myself devoid of

Of thoughts

Waking up from

The nightmarish past

Sweating heavily with erratic

Breaths

Letting myself calm down

But

Deep down in my heart

Still I fight